Fail miserably, because if you don't you'll be miserable

I'm really sorry I tried to help you.

And I'm really sorry I wasted one to many 11:11 wish on you.

I hope you change again.

I have a feeling you won't.

Things have been hard for you, but not harder than it was for, in example, me.

Why?

Changed.

Why do you all change? Why do I seem to be the only one staying steadily crazy? Am I really that stupid, because I really don't see it. I can't not be what I really am, and I can't change. Why does everyone decide to turn my world upside down?

I hope you know that I care for you.

I hope you know that I really want to help you.

I hope you know how much you mean to me.

I hope you know that I'll drop you like a rock if you keep shoving me down.