You guys make me swoon...

Whenever I think about how great everything is, it seems like it has to be not so great....but in the end it just all ends up being great again...

Did that make sense? Cuz, it makes sense to me.

I think I'm gonna take a break from FOB for a while. Mom and I were talking, and I agree. I still like them and what not, it's just, not so good things are coming out of it.

I'll start hanging out with Ember and Cobra. Then I'll be happy....

+44 just signed with interscope, to get ready to release their new album. I can't wait to hear new stuff from them!!

I have some study island to do, so I think I'll do it....don't want to get in trouble or anything!!!


I hope you all have a good yesterday.

That one song you can't get out of your head, replaced by a favorite person's face.

Alex Suarez is my favorite member of Cobra Starship. Totally. Even if he won't remember my name, he remembered my face.

So Nate is Candace's lover.
Alex is my lover.
And we share Gabe...(and Ew, not like that you silly.)

Ember is having a concert on the 30th, and that'll be better than Teh FOBz, or Teh Cobraz. LMFAOooooo...But seriously...go to it. It's at FCC, and if you don't know where that is contact me....

/pilotbandgeek

but hopefully y'all know that.

If F stands for Failing, What does C stand for? SPOILER ALERT: SWG SETLISTS

I just found out the TAI setlist for SWG...and here it is:

same blood
attention*
slow down*
lax*
phrase*
lifetime*
black mamba*
bigmess*
bulls
down and out*
seed
classifieds
skeptics *
everything we had *
neighbors *
checkmarks
they do an encore it could either be 40 steps or unexpected places (i have seen them do one or the other it all depends on how they feel.
almost here*

The stars are the ones I know...I'll have almost all of them by the time it comes around, which makes me feel real good.

The Cobra setlist is as follows:

Guilty Pleasure*
The City Is At War*
Snakes On A Plane*
Church Of Hot Addiction*
Send My Love To The Dancefloor*


Very exciting...could care less about the FOB lineup, I know all the songs they play, including Mr. Brightside.

But then I feel stupid...cuz I know the hook for one of GCH's songs, 2 PWT's songs, and 1 1/2 CIWWAF songs, 0 Rocket Summer, Sherwood, and Armor For Sleep

Whoops. My bad.

LMFAO, I hope I get to meet Cobra, because I'm gonna get a shirt that says I'm Off To Pleasure Ryland (and if you don't get that, I pity you.)

So, that was my all musical post, and I hope you didn't find it too boring.

And then he wentz, "I hate that guy!! He's gay!!" And then I wentz, "G.I.N.A.S.F.S."

OSU won...and I sort of understood it...but you know, no interceptions, and that's what I get the most so.....

Fed Artemis Gabriel Saporta-Lause today, and he really ate like no tommorow, we're gonna start feeding him rats with a little bit of fur next week. I'm so proud of him, it's like having a child in little red snake form.

I honestly think that we're some big board game. Whoever has my piece in this stupid game sucks at it, I can tell you that for sure. Whoever has Wentzface's piece is winning, and whoever has/had John Lennon's piece was winning, then lost sometime at the end of what we like to call the year 1980.

Maybe I'm just weird....

Enought with the weird stuff, I'm getting tired of being weird.

I need to study.

I need to practice the piano.

I need to find a free download of the Lewis Boogie.

I would love to meet Jerry Lee Lewis.

I am a different kind of kid. SOOOOOO.....

"My name is Jerry Lee Lewis and I'm from Lousiania, I'm gonna play you a little boogie here on this piana...."

WK mOF.

3daysdarling.

I am winging this at your head, so don't duck.

OSU vs U of M tommorow...not that I'll understand any of anything that's going on, but I'll sit there, guitar in hand, and try to watch it and play some songs at the same time.....at least until my dad makes notions to strangle me. Then I'll leave and go cook some carrots or something.

The world shines around me, it mezmerizes me.

It scares me too....

The lions roar, but they want me to come and chill with them.

I am too scared to make a decision. I am too afraid to try.

How about you?

4 days, it's killing me....

I'm Off To Pleasure Ryland.

M0F

I love so many things more than I love you....take my toilet for example....

I swear, everyone had to hit my stupid arms today. I wanted to slap everyone and go home and curl up in bed.

But no, not yet, I still have to go to dance. (But that's alright, I'm fine with it)

Chemistry was just as confusing today, if not more. We kind of floated through it, and got it finished (hopefully).

I've been reading James Herriot's books lately (again). I'm really glad, he makes being a vet sound like fun (well, 70 years ago, and in England....0_o) Fun stories, and it keeps me enthralled, which, in and of itself, is a miracle.

I'm hungry, and I have to do the stupid papers and get ready for dance. So I'm going to make some nachos and leave you.

5 days.

Dakote the wonder kid, Master of Disaster

Save me from the rocks, they're falling fast like your tears

Today was....just that. Today.

Shots hurt like....well really bad, and my arms ache right now.

Of course, that could be because you're not in them...nah, that sounded to stupid, nevermind.

OCK is being a douche, and I can't get on it. Someone help? Or not?

I realized, the way my head works is very weird. I am very much ADHD, and can barely sit here and tell you all this, but I can lay down and read a book, and can hardly put it down....waddafxup with that? I hate the way my head works.

And my stupid fine motor skills...maybe my shredding at the guitar will help with this problem that I have, but OH MAN, I suck at painting my fingernails (black of course).

6 more days, got my shirt made TROHS BEFORE BROS.

Show me you love me, show me you care
Show me I'm not alone, that I'm not an error
Show me I'm smart and all I wanted to be
Show me that it's alright, ok to be me.

Murder me quietly during the night, and I'll haunt your dreams forever

Complicated day at school today....did almost nothing in band except talk about Candace's bass. Very exciting.

History was dumb, channel 1 was the worst thing ever, I really hate it this year.

I couldn't stay conscious for the movie, I was in and out of it, and I don't hardly remember a thing.

I suck in that class.

And then in College Chem, we had to take notes by ourselves on a whole section. It was like reading greek, I swear.

I saw THE IT in the hallway twice today. Completely ignored him, and I hope he did the same. He needs some time off from people, and the world.

Somebody save me from my dog, he's coming to slobber on me.

1 week. I'm Off To Pleasure Ryland.

I hate the way you hold my hand through everything.

I went to the doctor today.

Not the crazy doctor (I think that's next month.)

But he put me on yet another medicine, and I have to go in for a test in a couple of weeks.

It seems like everything I do is tests. In school, out of school, in dance, in music, and whenever I have to talk to a real person.

It seems like judgement to me, and I hate it. But then again, I would.

8 more days.

Trohs before bros dude.

Fail miserably, because if you don't you'll be miserable

I'm really sorry I tried to help you.

And I'm really sorry I wasted one to many 11:11 wish on you.

I hope you change again.

I have a feeling you won't.

Things have been hard for you, but not harder than it was for, in example, me.

Why?

Changed.

Why do you all change? Why do I seem to be the only one staying steadily crazy? Am I really that stupid, because I really don't see it. I can't not be what I really am, and I can't change. Why does everyone decide to turn my world upside down?

I hope you know that I care for you.

I hope you know that I really want to help you.

I hope you know how much you mean to me.

I hope you know that I'll drop you like a rock if you keep shoving me down.